Friday, April 22, 2011

delta post

now here's something of interest: i am currently operating below capacity. nothing new with that; i have always held myself back from hitting and exceeding limits, the lower the better. normally i would attribute that to the fact that i am saving the Multiverse itself by example of a person who conserves order and prevents entropy from destroying everything corporeal that we cherish.

however, that would render my very existence moot, and more dangerously, a positive contributing factor to entropy. to prevent this though, i have a plan.

a lobotomy. a surgical strike at the personality centers of my mind.

this will, hopefully, increase my productivity (allowing me to do more out of life and be less lazy) and efficiency (allowing the Multiverse to exist longer) at the expense of moodiness (which adds to multiversal disorder) quirkiness (which also adds to multiversal disorder) and practical funniness (which would reduce laughter and the pointless change in mood it causes)

a robot, if you will. analytical, calculating, efficient, productive, cold. and we may have found more than one manner to achieve such. autohypnotism may have a good shot at achieving the effect, as well as willpower manipulation. no technique invasive; all psychological and understandably safe.

the question is, would you want that change? sure, you'll lose a weird trex, but then, at least you lost a weird annoying trex in favor of a dependable productive efficient trex. so the former (current) trex, or the latter trex?

7 comments:

Pierre Felsen said...

Trex.

M., III, Pan said...

One only.

kristine olisa said...

i like Trex who is dependable, productive and efficient, because in that way he would have a good sense of fulfillment. If he would be more dependable, he would be entrusted with more responsibilities (whether work or people) which would help mold his character better, he would be promoted and get to exercise and sharpen his leadership skills. Regarding productivity, it doesn't matter how much is produced, what matters is what is produced, whether good or bad, and what matters most is that he continues to be productive and does not get tired of doing good.

I like Trex who knows that life is just a breath, maikli lang ang buhay, so he makes the most of it, he enjoys it, living a life with purpose, being able to set and achieve his goals and dreams, not wasting his time and energy on things that would not benefit people and would not please the God he honors, not wasting his time and effort on things that would only bring him temporary satisfaction. I like Trex who would would invest on building deeper his relationships with his family and friends, and most of all with God, for all things, all this Multiverse would collapse and pass away, but God and His people shall live forever. I like Trex who would be productive not for his own interests but as he serves God and people.

I like Trex who greets with a warm big smile, and a cheerful wave of hand, and heartwarming words. I don't want a Trex who is cold and over-analytical. Trex does not need to surgically manipulate his mind and become a cold robot and devise his own plans, he just have to have a washing of mind with the Word and a change of heart, a heart that understands who he is in God's masterplan.

I like Trex in all his uniqeness, funniness, and non-moodiness. I like Trex who has control of his emotions and careful with his words, i like Trex in all his peace-lovingness and, and his ability to inspire me to be the same. I like Trex who sets a comfortable, relaxing mood where one could be free to just enjoy being with him and laugh and have fun and rest and see more beauty in life, having a friend like him.

I don't want a cold distant Trex consumed with work and work and productivity. I like the very adorable and loveable, caring, loving Trex i knew, whom one could irresistably hug, and care for, and love.

If Trex's problem is the spirit of laziness, he could overcome it with God's Spirit of Love. Love is the opposite of laziness. Love is passionate. Love bears fruit. A person who loves would work hard for the people he loves. And that's how Trex is, he studies because he loves his parents, and he listens to their advice to pursue medicine because he loves his future family. The real Trex is not lazy. Trex has done many good works and God is pleased and honored and his parents as well, and he will be praised in front of God's people and angels, because the Trex God created is a great man humble before God.

M., III, Pan said...

Free writeup!

*Damage is being contained. Please stay within your coMPtmNt until further instructions.*

kristine olisa said...


*Damage is being contained. Please stay within your coMPtmNt until further instructions.*???

kristine olisa said...


*Damage is being contained. Please stay within your coMPtmNt until further instructions.*???

M., III, Pan said...

And stay there.